I need help, I’m going insane..
I’m calling out but nobody is listening..
Can’t you hear me screaming at the top of my lungs ?
This isn’t me, what have I become ?
I’m being taken advantage of..
By everything that I ever loved..
I’m being treated as a threat of the century..
But in reality, I’ve just lost it by your entry..
You not knowing one bit of it all,
And acting like you couldn’t care at all.
Why should you, it’s not your life.
God forbid, you ever have to think twice
About putting me down,
Leaving me breathless and beaten as I lay on the ground..
I need help, but I’ll never be saved..
Hell, I’ll be lucky if anyone even buries me a grave.
I’m not myself and I don’t know what’s happened..
‘Cause just a moment ago I was fine and just laughin’
I’m turning into another, something dark and vicious..
I guess this is just one of those stories that end suspicious.
I guess there’s always that point where you can only take so much
Before you’ve reached the point where you’ve had enough.
I’ve work hard every single day,
Just to get treated like I never mattered anyway..
I’ve worked hard to prove to you that I’m good..
But, I was just constantly misunderstood..
I’ve taken this for years and years.
I’m saying this aloud, lucky if anyone hears..
So now, my darkness is taking control..
You’ll see it over me and watch as it grows.
You’ve turned me into the monster I have become..
My dear, I suggest that you run.
Because, Mr. Nice Guy no longer exists.
I hope you don’t mind my little twist.
In fact, take that back, I hope you do.
Because, the new me is here to destroy you.